Fate isn’t the end, it’s the beginning of a falling faith.

I was taking a walk
Wrestling with my thoughts
She came to me like a song on a shuffle
her walk was so elegant and so humble
I didn’t get to see her face
I didn’t need to see it somehow
My mind just thought of her like my future somehow
My future I didn’t know, walking in front me on the road
My legs unconsciously started to follow
Changing it’s route which it never had before
Wondered about her back
Studied her like my past
Still with no intention of watching her face to face
I have no intention of facing my fate
I just followed
I couldn’t allow my self to say hello
I just followed
Untill I lost her from my sight
But still I wonder, what would have been like to see her face
there is always this phrase
that rings behind each day
Fate isn’t the end of the race
It’s the beginning of falling for a faith.




As the tears from my eyes roll down
I can’t help but wonder
They fall as I’m slowly drowning
My smile as I cry won’t fade away
The pain and the tears from those sorrowful eyes
Sparkle ,but remains the same
The beating of a broken heart keeps pounding
The fear of never being loved
the thought of being lonely
Running away I can’t seem to escape this hell
Dreaming and wishing for tomorrow I might be well
Deep inside screaming for help Trying to grasp onto something, anything within my reach
To ease the feeling of despair of what it means to be worthless
I’ve been searching, but I never found
The reason for this pain behind
Can’t seem to leave my past
So I desperately
Clench my mind around
Cause the love I hope would stay
Becomes a memory, but still fades away.

You Got The Best Of Me

📓Are you replaceable ?
And am I capable of letting you go ?
To be honest I don’t know
But the only thing I know is that I’ve fallen for you,
I could feel my heartbeat elevating every time I see you
I could hear my emotions smiling every time I kiss you
I could feel my love bursting every minute I spend with you
Oooh honey what are you ?
Are you my soulmate and
Am I your innate ?
Can we live without each other
Could we survive without seeing one another
I get worried thinking about what losing you & loneliness feels like
Sometimes I can’t even sleep
Cause my thoughts are so steep….
You are all over my head
Because of the tears we’ve shad,
The laughters we’ve shared and the vows we’ve said About not leaving each other until we are dead.✒️

An illusion of extreme Beauty

My mind is yours and my heart too
You’ve manipulated all of my system
With poisons of love like a venom
Every emotions I throw you kill them
Walking on the wrong side of love
yes I’m a victim,
A victim who can’t sleep peacefully cause every time I close my eyes
all I see is you dancing around
laughing so loud
like there is a big crowd,
Yes I’m a victim
A victim trapped in an illusion of extreme beauty after all to feel lonely
A victim buried with an unimaginable pain that all he knows is rain
A victim who’s voiceless but shouts
On a paper with an ink
A victim that’s mad but can still


Blinded by Your laughter

The night comes and my body wants to slip
Into this motionless numbness you call sleep
As I settle into my nightmares and dreams
I become blinded by your laughter and screams
But only there can I join you and share your pain
In reality, I am a coward and that would be too insane
So I restlessly wait for the sun to go away
Stars and moons come out and now I lay.